Ba’nu Choshekh L’kadesh: Sanctifying darkness,seeding the light”
December 11, 2015
Ba’nu Choshekh L’kadesh: Sanctifying darkness, seeding the light”
by: Rabbi David Seidenberg on December 10th, 2015
Ba’nu Choshekh L’kadesh: Sanctifying darkness, seeding the light”
We come, the darkness to expel -
In our hands, light and fire.
Each one is a small light,
And all of us together – an immense light!
Flee darkness! Be gone black!
Flee before the light!
The school, Lander Grinspoon Academy in western Massachusetts, teaches great midot – moral qualities – and it’s also multiracial. (I shouldn’t need to say that because Jews are all races, but our prejudices can make us forgetful about who we are.) So the words “Be gone black/Hal’ah sh’chor” really struck me as the wrong thing to be singing, even though I know that no one who loves the song today or in the past – certainly not the Yemenite composer, Sara Levi-Tanai – would have intended any such thing. “Ba’nu Choshekh” probably represented pretty well what a lot of people imagine when they think about Chanukah – we are celebrating the triumph of light over darkness.
If you think about it more, though, that’s still a problem. For one thing, we use darkness to mean ignorance. Let’s talk tachlis: it’s usually one’s own perspective that one sees as the perspective of light. Politically, that’s always been a framework one people use to justify colonizing and erasing another people’s culture, as the Europeans did when they brought the light of Christian civilization to the “dark” continent of Africa, or to the Native Americans, living in ignorance of the son of God. The Hellenists of the Chanukah story also thought of themselves as bringing light to benighted peoples like the Jews, who were held in thrall to their failed god(s).
But there’s also deeper problem than the questions of politics and morality. Darkness is what gives us the glory of the night sky. Without it, the Milky Way, the shining path that inspired our ancestors to look up and wonder “who created these?” (Is. 40:26), is all but obliterated by the light spilling from our cities and suburbs. And, as my friend Rabbi Fern Feldman teaches in her work on the “sacred dark”, Moses needed the darkness to enter in order to receive revelation. (Ex. 20:21)
Western civilization has all but worshiped light as a symbol of God. In the process we have lost touch with the immanence of God, with what we call Shekhinah. To speak in theological poetry, the darkness of the Shekhinah is the womb-space that gives birth to the world. The Zohar (2:95a, 99a-b) calls Shekhinah the “beautiful maiden that has no eyes” – meaning, having no light of her own, nurturing us by feeding us darkness, mystery, yearning.
This is the darkness in which the seed begins to grow and the baby starts to form, in which my corrhizal fungi weave together with plant and tree root to nurture each other. As Rabbi Feldman teaches, darkness is the Earth, which brings growth and sustenance to all. If we ever needed to honor darkness, it’s now, when we need to fight for the Earth.
Chanukah is called a “festival of lights”, chag urim, and not the festival of light, chag ha’or. Traditionally, the candles of the menorah, or chanukiyah, must be set up in a line and be set apart from each other, so that their flames don’t overlap visually “and become like a torch”. (Shulchan Arukh, O.Ch. 661:4, Rema) What that technical detail means is that the lights must be separated by darkness.
So what should we be teaching about our festival of lights? If the flames need to be nestled in darkness, if darkness nurtures the light, then Chanukah is a time when we are planting seeds of light. That is what the tiny flames of the Chanukah candles really look like, after all.
And that is the actual experience of sitting and watching the candles. No one sits in front of the menorah thinking, “I can’t wait for these candles to grow so bright that there’s no more darkness”. Darkness is the matrix that makes the candles beautiful and sweet. We can understand the meaning of Chanukah starting from that experience, rather than from some unintentionally dualistic, Hellenistic ideology that looks to expel darkness. Chanukah should be a celebration and savoring of the darkness, as well as an appreciation of the turning of the light.
Like most everyone, I belong to a lot of Facebook groups, and one of the most vibrant, JEDLAB, is for Jewish educators. Someone there asked, at what age should we tell our students that the oil burning for eight days was a myth made up by the rabbis, that there was no “miracle of light”? He also asked, when should we tell them that the Maccabees corruptly and illegally took over the high priesthood and the kingship, and in the end were the ones who gave the Romans a foothold in Israel/Palestine?
Here’s how I responded: Before you tell them any of that, first tell them how Chanukah relates to the seasons of the Earth. Tell them that most cultures have light-based rituals in the time of greatest darkness, that Chanukah always includes the new moon that is closest to the solstice, which is in fact the darkest night of the year, and that on the Shabbat before Chanukah the Torah portion always ends with Joseph abandoned in prison. Tell them that we make a bridge of light with our menorahs across that darkest night.
After that, when you tell them about the oil, tell them about the noble effort our rabbis made to shift our attention from military conquest to spiritual valor – that’s why we read “not by might and not by power, but by My spirit” to read in synagogue on Chanukah – and about how the spiritual meaning of things is always bigger than the historical meaning of things.
And then when they are old enough to understand, tell them that we are still struggling as a people over whether Chanukah is about spiritual or military valor. Teach them how different people use Chanukah, to support the idea of military strength in the state of Israel, or to promote the idea of religious freedom in the U.S. Only if you are willing to teach these things, at the right developmental time, should you also make it your mission to dis-illusion students about the story of Chanukah.
In any case, the deeper story of Chanukah is not found in any one of these interpretations. The oil that burned for eight days is not a history lesson, but a beacon for our dreams. The story of the oil teaches us something about what it means to be human, to make our memory count for something that brings tikkun, that fixes the world.
We still need the story of the oil – maybe now more than ever, with the climate talks proceeding in Paris, when we need to think about using energy in the purest way possible. If there’s an illusion that needs to go, it’s the idea that we are the fiery light fighting the darkness. The story we need now is about winter darkness nurturing the light.
We could start by describing the darkness just as the female lover describes herself in the Song of Songs 1:5, “Sh’chorah v’na’vah” – “black, and lovely!” (So often this is mistranslated, “I am dark, but comely,” as though these qualities contradicted each other.) Instead of “Ba’nu choshekh l’garesh“, let’s sing, “Ba’nu choshekh l’kadesh“, we come to sanctify the darkness – to savor and honor it and find strength within it, within her. Let that be what we teach our rainbow of children.
Here are some
liturgical bits I used last year when the Chanukah new moon was on the
winter solstice. I may use them in Kabbalat shabbatthis Friday night.
Return again, return again
Return to the land of your soul (2x)
Return to who you are
Return to what you are
Return to where you are
born and reborn again
Return again, return again
Return to the land of your soul
(from Reb Shlomo Carlebach)
In the depths of darkness, the darkness of the new moon of Chanukah,
and the darkness of the sun, we call to You. In the presence of these
seeds of light of the sixth night, we turn toward You. As You turn the
wheel of the sun, as You draw back the darkness of the moon, may You
open gates for us, Opener of gates, Potei’ach she’arim, so that we may
be drawn through these gates into the holy mystery of darkness and the
glowing light of wisdom. “Deep is calling unto deep, t’hom el t’hom
korei” (Ps 42:8) — may we be listening.
“The One who set darkness to be Her secret place, yashet choshekh
sit’ro” (Ps 18:12) — may you teach us to see the darkness between the
flames of the candles, and the darkness within the flame, so that we
may cherish the Earth, dancing between the sun and the moon, the womb
of all Life, and see the radiance in all creatures, in the passing of
life into life, deep into deep, fall into winter into spring.
Poteiach she’arim, Meishiv gilgal hachamah, M’varer or hal’vanah,
M’galeh hamistarah bachoshekh shebein haneirot. El chai v’kayam tamid
yimlokh aleinu l’olam va’ed. Barukh atah Adonai, hama’ariv aravim,
blessed be You, the One who brings in twilight and composes the
Rabbi David Seidenberg, the creator of NeoHasid, teaches text and music, dance, and ecology, and all aspects of Jewish thought and spirituality, in their own right and in relation to ecology and the environment. Areas include Kabbalah andChasidut, Talmud,davening, evolution and cosmology, sustainability, Maimonides, Buber, and more. David hassmikhah(ordination) from the Jewish Theological Seminary and from Rabbi Zalman Schachter-Shalomi, and is one of the world’s foremost scholars on Judaism and ecology. His book on ecology and Kabbalah, based on his doctorate at JTS, will be published in 2013. David has also worked as an activist and community organizer, and he founded the first Chasidic-egalitarian minyan in the world on NYC’s Upper West Side, which was the inspiration for neohasid.org. He has taught at well over 100 synagogues, communities, retreats and conferences across North America (and a few in Israel), and is published widely on ecology and Judaism. His writings appear in Tikkun magazine.